I don't know if it was Jaxon turning one, but I have felt more like myself than I have in years. Since becoming a mom, I have felt like I've lost me and I'm so happy to see me return, sorry the sarcasm is back too! I thought I adjusted well to mommyhood, then, boom, along came number 2. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore my little men, and I'm the one who wanted them close in age so they could be friends, but in retrospect, I should have waited longer. Given me time to find me again and figure out how to be a mommy and still be a woman, a wife, a daughter, a sister, a friend, etc. I'm comming into my stride and I'm not afraid to go out without my children, I'm not afraid to call my friends and say, hey I have a lasagna in the oven, come on over, bring the kids. Yes, I'm back friends, oh yes, I am back!
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Woo Hoo! :)
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